a daughter of my mother

as a daughter of my mother
i believe there is much more i can do for her

i was moved when i saw my bathroom shines and clean later that night
i was ashamed of myself when i realised my mother did so much for me
that i always find excuses and be lazy to do something i supposed to do

earlier that night i even asked her why she looked tired
without realising the fact that she has been so concerned about us and taking care of our daily chores when we complain that after work we are too tired to wash our clothes, clean our bathrooms, vacuum the floor and so on so forth

i am forgetful at times
therefore i am posting this
to remind myself to remember this feeling
to remind myself that i can do more than what i am doing now
for my mother, for my family and anyone that deserves it

DO STH DIFFERENT TODAY

YEAH IT'S FRIDAY AGAIN :) FEELING PLEASANT AS THE WEATHER IS SO FINE. AND BECAUSE, THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY AGAIN! TRYING TO DO STH DIFFERENT, OUT OF MY NORM, I AM WEARING MY WATCH ON THE RIGHT HAND TODAY. AND AS YOU MAY NOTICE, I AM TYPING IN ALL CAPITAL LETTERS NOW. IT MAY NOT SEEM TO BRING ANY BIG CHANGES. BUT THIS IS A TRAINING, FOR ME TO ADAPT THINGS THAT GOES BEYOND MY NORM OR COMFORT ZONE. WEARING WATCH ON THE RIGHT HAND MAKES ME FEELING UNCOMFORTABLE, I FEEL WEIRD WHEN I REST MY WRIST ON THE TABLE AND TYPING THIS. BUT REMEMBER, THIS IS A VERY SMALL TRAINING ON MY ADAPTABILITY. LIKE HOW I USED TO TRAIN MYSELF USING RIGHT HAND TO WRITE, WHEN I REALISED I AM THE LEFTIE AMONG MOST OF MY FRIENDS IN PRIMARY SCHOOL. NOW I CAN USE BOTH HAND TO WRITE.

HAPPY FRIDAY! TEE-HEE! ;)

trust

it is based on one's instinct
it is based on one's thinking
it is based on one's decision

he doesn't leave a good impression on me, i don't trust him
she doesn't seem trustable, like a two headed snake, i don't trust her
they are doing good all this while, i think i can trust them

we put our trust in someone by,
his appearance
impression
treatment received from the someone
others' opinion
and most unavoidably, our heart

sometimes we think, we analyse,
whether we should trust somebody
sometimes we don't

i trust my instinct very well
whether to trust a person
i trust my instinct very well
that it decides whom i want to trust

analytical thinking only comes in a while
when instinct becomes weak
when heart turns confused

analytical thinking only comes in a while
when something needs to be taken into serious consideration