again, i am overwhelmed by the feeling of lost now.
i have been here for more than 4 months now, this feeling showed up not less than 5 times i think.
seems like there are so many things and rooms to progress for me, but tasks that i am handling now are not focused and sometimes i feel like i am doing everything but don't know what i am doing.
i have been thinking about this over times. would it be me that have not adapted the industry and new working culture yet? or have i got into the wrong industry? was i too rush into the decision to take up this job?
i am giving myself sometime to work and see if i can build up my career here. because i think it will not be justified if i make judgement / decision too quickly because of this feeling. yet it just uncontrollably raises up and affects my emotions at times. sigh.
2 comments:
there is a saying, in order to find our path, we need to be lost.Than we start to figure out a way not to be lost.
ya rite. i believe this is just a transition period. i am finding my way out.
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