tumblr has been down for hours now.

the past weekend was rather extreme.

a gloomy saturday vs. a green relaxing & zen sunday

shean said i need to build a shield. to shield away the negative energy. it's rather scary and surprising, that i was so down and emotional that day. i cried so hard that i had nightmares that nite. first dream: someone close was sleeping next to me and suddenly got possessed by a ghost and tried to swallow me. and the following stories and next dreams i couldn't recall now eventhough the memory was clear when i woke up on sunday morning.

good, i don't have good memory on these you see.